Do i NEED another baby?

K, I mean I have 3 already, I love them and sometimes yes they seem to be too much work, I do miss sleep or even just being an average girl in her 20's . But ... now they are all in school. So of course I immediately agree to take care of my neighbors baby during my kid free time. He's great! Better behaved than mine were at his age.. and he loves me! We cuddle and play and I get to pretend for a few hours that I have a baby... What's wrong with me... I thought about going to work in a daycare or something along those lines.. but it's the one on one.. not the hordes that I enjoy most. Ahhh I need a project! I'm going to get a gym membership , start working out or something. Maybe get back into crafts.... hhhmmm a pet .. NO no pets.. sigh..